Thursday, April 19, 2007
woke up, did not feel like going to sch.
feeling real tired.. like going to fall sick.
so mummy allowed me not to go.
continued with my sleep till ard 11.30.
watch tv then went to study,
studied less than an hour only ,
gave up and used the com.
>sulin is such a useless bum with 0% determination.
then watched tv again from 5.30 all the way till now.
total failure.
i seriously feel like giving up. but i wont gain anything from it.
i feel so hopeless looking at all the textbooks and not knowing anything.
just hope theres a miricle but its so so impossible.
i have no determination and no perservarance and no discipline.
ARGH!!!! crap crap crap.
tts all.
susu rings the bells of freedom at
-just you
-more clothings
-more bottoms
-new mp3
-laptop
-new nike dunks
-bean bag chair
-a puppy
-new hairstyle
-that mini gues bag